Thursday, March 18, 2010

MULTIPLE JOB SYNDROME !

Hi guys.. i havent written in like a long time now because some people told me that my style of writing is very immature and i bought it.. so i decided i will not write although there were times when i wanted to really address some issue and so many thoughts overflowed in my head. But then i pondered over it and got that " This is my style .. and its my own style .. i dont want to imitate anyone or what so ever.." what is most important is i am writing my thoughts and feelings.. so all this comes stright from my heart....This time i want to address my own issue.. which is " i haven't been able to stick to one "job" .. when i say i haven't been able to stick to one job doesnt mean i have shifted companies in the same feild.. i have jumped from place to place in differnt feilds.. and almost everytime i have jumped in a new field and i end up as a fresher!! I have already explored many different fields but fortunately or unfortunately i haven't still been able to figure out which field i wanna settle in , althought know by now that technical and the regular kinda jobs dont attract me even for their compensation !!! ...

At this point what i really want to know is ..." Is this the case only with me? or there are a lot of people who want are struggling to find the right field which they would love to be in . If there are more people like me why dont we find them often?.. another thing i want to know is "Am i a loser according to conventional people as i haven't been able to figure out what i want or am i courageous enough to explore my heart ".. I know many people who keep doing what they are doing because of responsibilities and other things and then there comes one point where they would feel " i always wanted to do something else but now its too late ' I really dread that feeling.. i can't settle for anything just like that.. i want it all.. guess i am very ambitious .. i want to do everything under the sun!!! hope it does'n cost me a lot !!! even when people asked me in my 10th std what i wanted to do i would say " i wann become a pilot. detetective . doctor, lawyer, model, ..etc ettc.. hheh"e... i may be weird to some people but i have no issues to be WEIRD or different from the mass!!It might be an embarrasing situation for many .. it was for me too coz all my friends are settled with a job and earning pretty good.. but i am out to chase something which is unknown to me too and its like an adventure and you never know what you will come up with.. But i guess the reason i am mentioning all this in my blog is i don't care of what normal people think.. and i have learnt to accept what i am!!

This attitude may appear as rude and rebellious to most people but in the end
I would be the most happy person when i finally chose something that i love coz then i know i have ruled out all the other jobs which could have never worked for me.. I am sure i have the guts to address my thoughts.. and i feel proud of it coz i am sure not many people will agree to my point.. THATS LIFE..!!

7 comments:

Girish Arya said...

Well well well...... atlast someone realised that they have to go with their own flow...

Good da, good work... nice expression... Well i may take sometime before i give my final conclusion, but for the start "All the best'

M said...

Dear Ussha,

As far as i know you - you have the real talent and potentials within you but somewhere i feel you tend to lose interest at a faster pace (I might be right or wrong) I feel Interest level should always be high and for you need to keep youself motivated and keep doing research in teh chosen field which would help you being creative in terms of bringing more ideas which can reasonable add value to your current platform.
You have real good talent, do not lose them as simple reason later in future we generally regret for not doing so.

Asim said...

Nice blog title :) btw I believe you are unbelievably courageous to explore different career options and thru that explore yourself..
Most of the people are living their lives in lot of fears and it takes real guts to overcome those fears & try out new stuff.. and in the end thats what life is all about.. when ur old & look back at ur life u will be extremely satisfied to see you lived your life to fullest.. n thats a very rare feeling which very few people will be able to savour..
all the best dear.. Happy Living!! :)

OgrE said...

total reflection..... tararaaaaaaaa......

Who the f*** told u about ur way of writing...thats what blogging is for...

Awesome post... many people think of it.. but cant do it... great going........

Loka said...

Hey usha,

Appreciate your blog. you are not the only person with such emotions & feelings.Difference is; you showed the courage of exhibiting and addressing to yourself but others dont. manier times we forget to listen to ourselves & converse with our soul.

Good Thought

I never thot so many things would realy cross your mind.

Take care

Loks

srijan said...

this is awesome....superb...
i dont know how you erite so beautifully....but its terrific...hats off......keep up writin more
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bariter said...

Looks like you're venturing out for something that gives you satisfaction, if given a chance everyone would like to do everything in the world, we often hope and fall into new experience, but later realize that its not "me", bottomline: Look deep within you, look for yourself, do what you like to do, which makes you feel good, go for it, and when you do, have patience, and let things come to you... As far as I know you are a very strong woman ....let your strength guide you... One last thing..even though I've known you for a short period...you are a gem...and you'll be one....always!!!