It is a Monday morning  Yes I hate Mondays. Feeling super bored, have nothing much to do so, I am thinking of all the possible things I can do to keep my brain occupied.
Lets see... I love to annoy some people.. sometimes :) I am sure everybody feels the same sometimes. So, basically it is a good time pass . Hehehe. And as I am typing this blog, I am thinking of the possible topics to discuss in this blog, as most of my blogs attract extreme reactions from people.

OK......... seems like I found a topic. And it is my favorite.. It about my take on God and god fearing.

Millions of people across the world believe in "GOD" .. But GOD means different to different  people. Some people believe his physical  existence and some believe GOD is nothing but a superpower, which has no definition. For me specifically, GOD is a superpower. A force which strongly guides me  to be who I am.
I give a lot of importance to my beliefs. I personally believe god lies in our heart and our actions are shaped by how much of a god fearing person you are .

The world will cease to be a horrible experience if every human being is guided by his consciousness. I sometimes wonder how all these people who keep chanting god's name day in and day out, end up hurting another human being. Don't they fear "GOD" ? I fail to understand...

I wish everyone wakes up to the fear of "GOD" or his own consciousness and stops hurting people. The world will be a beautiful place.

THIS SHALL PASS! (My first blog of this year !)

Why do I crave to find the answers, Why do I feel I know what is going on in your mind.. Why can I not see pain and why does my heart cry. It is filled with so much pain that It wants to let out all the emotions but cannot find a channel .. Y are my feelings so extreme.. Is it good or bad.. is it practical in the world where people operate from selfishness.. Why do I feel I have a connection with most people.. I need my answers as I if I was made to have them..

Why do some people hate me and why do some love me so much.. I do not know what will happen next and I do not know if I am doing right. I have no answers as my mind is blank looking for some hope in the faintest of capacity and when I find that I see that I am overjoyed . I do not even know if I should let it be ..Even when I laugh I feel so empty. It feels so dark inside of me I want to run and find that light at the end of the tunnel.. Hoping against hope for a miracle to engulf me into its enormous power and make me a person I always wanted to be. So much going on inside me that I feel trapped and I want to break free and fly away .

Every hope that comes by is like a mirage.. Its there but when You get closer Its gone.. As if it meant nothing… Jesus.. I pray to you and think You are playing a game with me and it is a path that you have put me on to travel and finally help get there.. I hope you are testing me and I am sure you are there to lead me and hold me when I go wrong.. I But I still crave for my answers..

Everyone goes through this phase I am sure. Some people accept and some don’t .. But THIS SHALL PASS!